Courageous Baka
Smash Apprentice
So, I've been playing competitively for a little over 12 months at this point, and yet my own progress and skill seems to be nothing compared to everyone else.
No matter how many hours I spend practicing movement, combos, and character-specific stuff, no matter how many guides I watch, matches of both mine and pro players that I try to analyze, SmashWiki pages that I look at, Ultimate Frame Data pages that I look at, or matches I play with specific goals in mind to improve, my neutral game, combo game, edgeguarding, juggling, ledgetrapping, and disadvantage state are just as trash as they've never been.
All of my victories and close-games so far, even those against some people in tournaments, have all just been me getting lucky. You see, I don't have a shred of intelligence and I have no capability to critically think, even outside of Smash. I'm fated to do everything wring. So, I can't play with a game plan, or seamlessly adapt to anything my opponent's does. If I do manage to catch something, again, that's all just me getting lucky.
I also can't even keep my mains, Pit and Dark Pit, in Elite Smash. They're constantly getting in and getting kicked out. I'm lucky to have had Pit stay in it for a while now, but I can't keep Dark Pit in Elite Smash no matter how hard I try. Also, if Elite Smash is apparently so ridiculously easy to get into, then why isn't it a good indication of one's own skill if one is struggling to stay in it as much as I am with my best characters?
I've had a few good players tell me I have some potential to get really good or that I am a good player, but I don't know what they're talking about. I rely solely on playing as safe and patient of a neutral as I can, and just hoping some of my moves hit, while failing to do anything else correctly. How else someone like me almost take two games off BlazingPasta once, it it wasn't complete luck? Well, it was luck, plus the fact that he went Random for both matches. My luck eventually ran out in the middle of the set anyway.
Additionally, no, I do NOT expect myself to become one of the best in a day or two. Honestly, I shouldn't expect anything good from me at all. I just want my effort that I put in go actually have some kind of reward.
Finally, why do I deserve to have confidence in the first place? Any amount of it would just turn me into an overconfident buffoon, instead of just a regular buffoon. I have no potential to get good or do anything right, and I refuse to blame the actual game's characters for it.
No matter how many hours I spend practicing movement, combos, and character-specific stuff, no matter how many guides I watch, matches of both mine and pro players that I try to analyze, SmashWiki pages that I look at, Ultimate Frame Data pages that I look at, or matches I play with specific goals in mind to improve, my neutral game, combo game, edgeguarding, juggling, ledgetrapping, and disadvantage state are just as trash as they've never been.
All of my victories and close-games so far, even those against some people in tournaments, have all just been me getting lucky. You see, I don't have a shred of intelligence and I have no capability to critically think, even outside of Smash. I'm fated to do everything wring. So, I can't play with a game plan, or seamlessly adapt to anything my opponent's does. If I do manage to catch something, again, that's all just me getting lucky.
I also can't even keep my mains, Pit and Dark Pit, in Elite Smash. They're constantly getting in and getting kicked out. I'm lucky to have had Pit stay in it for a while now, but I can't keep Dark Pit in Elite Smash no matter how hard I try. Also, if Elite Smash is apparently so ridiculously easy to get into, then why isn't it a good indication of one's own skill if one is struggling to stay in it as much as I am with my best characters?
I've had a few good players tell me I have some potential to get really good or that I am a good player, but I don't know what they're talking about. I rely solely on playing as safe and patient of a neutral as I can, and just hoping some of my moves hit, while failing to do anything else correctly. How else someone like me almost take two games off BlazingPasta once, it it wasn't complete luck? Well, it was luck, plus the fact that he went Random for both matches. My luck eventually ran out in the middle of the set anyway.
Additionally, no, I do NOT expect myself to become one of the best in a day or two. Honestly, I shouldn't expect anything good from me at all. I just want my effort that I put in go actually have some kind of reward.
Finally, why do I deserve to have confidence in the first place? Any amount of it would just turn me into an overconfident buffoon, instead of just a regular buffoon. I have no potential to get good or do anything right, and I refuse to blame the actual game's characters for it.
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