NarKoTiK

Just looking for ppl to play with on Discord because I don't understand or see the worth or point in playing with people all over the world with such gifted level technology without even being able to hear them, or speak with them when we have more than enough technology and Nintendo has more than enough $$ and capability to include a Chat option in every single game they make, however I guess those money grubbing ******** simply don't care. I am very lonely, taking care of my handicap brother and my sick, dying father, and I myself am severely disabled and I have cancer as well. But I am the one that is the most capable of moving, cleaning anything or driving my dad to the e.r. nearly on a daily basis or my brother to the store and mcdonlad's once a day so he can stuff his face. I can barely whipe my own ass (Symbolically speaking of course) so all this responsibility dumped on my shoulders suddenly as all this chaos is happening all around is very stressful. 2 of my Uncles just dropped dead last month alone.. My father somehow is still fighting. I am very lonely, I have to stay at home, my ex wife isolated me from all of my friends and didn't allow me to talk to many of my old friends, most of which have been slowly broken down as well by this enviromnent, being ignored by their Dr.s and have become massive street drug users because their Dr.s won't help them, and anyone who didn't move away or get married and aren't allowed to talk to their friends either, the rest of my old friends killed themselves or overdosed on heroin. I feel claustrophobic in my own home, I just need to hear other human beings voices as I play a video game with them, it is very impersonal playing silently. I don't get y ppl do, unless they're practicing to be the best.